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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2005|09:50 pm]
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Please please please please just sign the papers. What do you need legal advice for? If you sign the papers there will be no investigation and if there is an investigation, well then you run the risk of more charges. Just sign the fucking papers and be gone!




I wish I had a lifetime of birthday candles to blow out right now because I know what I would wish for.
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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2005|08:15 pm]
Survivor Who Is The Mama Of A Survivor
It's been awhile since I have updated here. I have retained an attny to go to court to get the parenting plan modified so he can have no contact with them till they turn 18. My mom taked with M and he is asking B to give up custody of them. I am hoping and praying everyday that he will. He owes a lot in child support and as an incentive, he is going to be told that while he still owes back cs, no more will be added to the amount due.

Please God, have mercy on my children and give him the right mind to give up custody.
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(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2005|12:08 pm]
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Nothing is really going on as far as I know. Which I guess is okay. Still wish I could be a fly in a few walls to see and hear what is going on. Invisible surveillance if you will. I need to call the volunteer lawyers and let them know i still need them. Every time there is an accident or a murder, my first thought goes to him and I wish and hope. And afterward, when I find out it is not him, I feel no remorse.






I feel like I am being haunted but never know when and if the ghost is going to show up.
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2005|11:25 am]
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J#1 and J#2 asked to see the online photo of B. They looked at it, didn't say much and walked away.





God I hate him.
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2005|11:18 am]
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I have been getting conflicting reports on what he is doing. I was told by a friend of A's that she got pregnant and had an abortion. That would be very typical. Besides, how would it look if, less than 6 months after her husband died, she was pregnant? Not very well. I was also told that the manager of the apts found out B was living with A and B was banned from the property and the police were looking for him. That they were staking out the apts.

Then I called P and he told me he had no idea what I was talking about. He went and talked to the manager of A's apt, who said he had no idea B had been staying there. He then went to A's apt and B wasn't there. P then pulled B in for a polygraph and B admitted to staying at A's apt but said he was not around any children there.

Hmmmm.







My guess is that P is not telling the whole story and there is a bit of truth as to what I was told by the other woman.
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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2005|10:54 am]
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Ack. Sometime in the next five days I will hear from an attny. Then it begins. I wont lie, I am scared of the whole process. I sorta like the whole head in the sand thing. I have no idea how he is going to react and that is what scares me the most.





The kids want to go play basketball in the park and I am afraid he will see them.
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2005|09:34 am]
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I just got off the phone with H and she told me that the volunteer lawyers here in town are taking my case. It is just now a matter of which attny is going to represent me. After waiting for a week, taking my cell phone with me everywhere (the bathroom) in case the call came, I am apparently going to hear from them next week.






Whew.
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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2005|11:14 pm]
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Well, after I took J#1 home and dropped off some movies, I drove past his mothers house. There was a truck I didn't recognise, a car I didn't recognise, his mother's car and L's rig. Concievably, one vehicle could be J's, who is in jail. Neither was a green Chevy truck or a red Honda Prelude. I then went thru the apt complex and was too chicken to get too close where her apt is. But! When you first drive into the complex, there is a map and it gives the apt number to all apts. I am assuming it is for visitors to find whomever they are visiting. It is a large complex and can be confusing. I could not see either a truck or a Prelude. I am not sure what to do.




I want to march right into that parking lot and look for the car.
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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2005|12:31 pm]
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Still have not heard from the attny. It is Wed. If I think about it too much I get sick to my stomach. I want the modification to happen and it to be done and over with. I have not gone looking for where he is at in the night time since I talked to P. Maybe tonight I will. Around midnight. I will go past his moms first, if there is no other car then her's or her husbands, then I will go look at the apt complex. I will do that for a few days. Go look around 1am, 2 am. Set my alarm for different times in the wee hours. Then report to P that he is not staying at his mothers house, where he is registered to live.




Yes, I am obsessed.
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J #2 [Jan. 30th, 2005|10:44 pm]
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J#2 and I talked with J.H. about him Thursday. She drew on the wipeboard and would not look at us. Very typical of her. I reassured her that I would protect her with my life. She said that she knew that. I think that she is relieved to know why she is afraid to take a shower and be in the bathroom alone. We told her that she could lock the door and someone would be on guard. P, G, M, J#1, J#3. J#3? She asked. Yes, I said. Even her. She looked at me funny and I told her that if a big black bear was coming at her to eat her that her little sister would stand in front of her to protect her. I told her that she is so loved and so needed, so wanted in our family, that we would all fight with our dying breath to protect her. She seemed satisfied with that and resumed drawing. I could have cried.





Will she someday forgive him his trespass or will she be like me and never forgive her father?
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